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Fields of Azure

by Joe Molenaar

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1.
The Bridge 02:49
water is the bridge that unites and the space that divides at the end of the day once i've cursed the things i've done could we go for a swim? i take a thousand silent steps through the gilded door looking in a mirror in the dark even if we got high with every breath would that be enough for you to love me too?
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at the turning of the decade i'm drawn to you like a snow leopard, i resolve to relate when the moon begins to wane i look in your eyes those BIG BROWN EYES that scream DESIRE even with my hand sinking into your skin it could never hide us from the hills that watch us sin as i watch you bathe with magnesium lavender and eucalyptus i'm drawn to you, always even when you lay with the dirty beasts of the earth i'm in love with you, anyway
3.
Land 03:15
lost in silence down the yellow brick road seen the white figure at the end of the line he can hear me watching you, OZ dreaming of a day our hearts again are entwined and i see you up there in the branches out among the HummingBirds and HoneyBees you lay a hand across my chest in the moonlight we've lost the fight, please just let me free we woke in the morning after the eclipse my blood opaque, monsters in my eye we never forgive ourselves for what we've done and of thine sorrow, now i know why i planted the seeds of my love in your heart knowing i'd never sit in the shade of its leaves yet i cut the cloth like an ace ov spades dry in the water, i forget all that i believe had we belonged in the place we existed we could've survived such a beautiful day still standing here with love in our eyes having to walk away ~
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Monsters 02:40
directed silence at a blurry morning hour incapable of looking over the cliff words float through the air like ransom notes empty promises broke and never kept funny how it flips same side of the same coin get the bellows and light the fire first shine of the sun at dusk i went one day and never did it again i'm a man of my word funny how it flips same side of the same coin
5.
it was magic, you were naked i was a boy i was unwashed close the curtain, drew the tide the two of us sitting seaside sand in our toes, breathing the breeze he had hardly left the room but i never asked you to pull the mast from between the lines honey in the combs claims were never made solace in your eyes feelings begin to fade but i know i want you tragedy strikes in the spring and i'm lost again with her coming up in the woodwork her face framed in clouds i held a hand in the rain you - will - always be -- the -- lion in --- my --- heart our blood mixed in the river slouching toward bethlehem there's monsters living in my head please just kiss me again how can we stay so close?
6.
began when the choice was right turning wrong after three became a perfect number Zo i'm afraid to board the train difference laying nine fingers on the patch of skin tears turning to dust Zo i'd still be a monster in my eyes a bullet can't convey the second of may i look at the gun held in my shaking hands and when it went wrong when the sky was gray it's always your name that comes to mind it all ended the same way it began
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Sehnsucht 01:20
i feel the cold foam wrap around my bones like moss that grows on the backside of a stone i recall what your lips felt like against mine as i stare out over the blue-green brine but the sky and the sea fade into gray and i need not prepare for a new coming day the last tear falls from a tired eye as i push through the waves, i know i will die
8.
when the ice melts and the answer is found is all hope washed away? i walk the plank to make the sacrifice i hope you can forgive me someday you are the ghost that follows me with all the monarch butterflies Marie, i'm lost in your embrace and the sunset of your eyes i wish for a day or even an hour you find me again within your heart and throw me in the cold water underneath the witch hazel tree as i look up at the moon a smile comes across my face for i know that you and i are under the same sky at least even if it's less than we choose to see please put your heart where mine used to be we could see the mountains when we saw the sea do you remember when you loved me?

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Written from December 2020 - May 2021

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released May 16, 2021

All songs and lyrics written and performed by Joe Molenaar

Recorded in an afternoon with an SM57

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